Thursday, December 13, 2007

wtf!! amy ryo your in this one

aright so amy, ryo, you guys were getting pojang and I ran into you guys on my way home. Remember? and then remember the crazy guy under that bridge that screamed and shit? yeah that guy is what this story is about. So i walked past you guys we said are farewells, and that drunk man his name is choi sang hun, cause i've got his business card. hes going to fix my bag. aright anyways he came running past me and I didn't think much of it, just another drunk man...but then his hat fell off and he kept going. So i was like cool, a free hat... I love hats...but he stopped and turned and was pretty out of it. So I cautiosly walked and pick up his hat and headed towards him. He started apologizing, jesong hae and stuff and was like can i get a cup of cha, and I was like no I dont have a car, then he clarified and meant tea, but at this point I was like is this guy a bum or what? turns out not but anyways I turned away and was like what the fuck. I walked up that love bridge with the lights and stopped to look what he was up to, and he was stumbling around...so I walked down the other side and talked to him again and was like whats up, and stuff like that. Hes like i'm so lonely and sad... at this point I was like, maybe I can change his life... yeah right but maybe I made his night. So with his drunk stammering I first asked if he was a bad person, napun salam, I wish I had some hanguk up on this computer damn, and hes like no no i'm korean and stuff. he kept asking me if I was korean and I kept telling him, he didn't want to believe me. drunk people are weird. so we kept talking and walking and I was like here lets go to a good place where we can get a cup of cha. word. so man there was so much circulation of what he was saying, he must have forgotten the last conversation we had. well he gave me chocolates, I was kind of nervous at first but didn't think badly of the guy. We ended up at sum for a little bit, had our drinks of tea and some more chocolates. we discussed my name for a while, it kept running in circles and then we finally decided to head out. maybe i'm to nice, but I guess my intuition told me he wasn't a bad guy. anyways maybe i'll get in touch and have him fix my bag, see if hes not so depressed, must be the alcohol I guess. so this night anyways, went and got sam gyup with shiraz, it was chill. headed to mogi jan for a han jan and found mogi has so many movies, and shiraz loves movies. were going to watch one wednesday at four, grind house if vieweres are interested? anyways come. we played some time crisis before we left, and departing wasn't akward but there wasn't much for words to be said, he said it feels we didn't talk that much tonight, whatever there was a lot of other meaningful stuff that happened, and the hand shake summed it all up anyways. I then headed home...yeah right I ended up running into james and seth pat and headed with them to mikes cabin to meet angelicas class. I ended up chain smoking and chillen, I met some people and talked a little, not a whole lot happening. it was good all together. I had some good thoughts today, i wish I always had my journal to jot things down, but only got one thing down today. life is good, Thank you God. holla well peace I suppose. I could blabber in which I will. oh yeah, people are taking off, wtf. I dunno If I'll see a lot of these people again, I hope so though. I'll hit you up when I'm in your town. come to minnesota, I was asked twice whats there, its good I'd say. You just have to experience it some day. four seasons, trees, lakes, a good environment of people. trendy uptown and shabby cafes. thinking of cafe vera, art, weisman and walker art center, so pretty on a spring or summer day, theatres, good restraunts, thinking of chino latino right now. good parks to grill at, awesome lakes to take walks around, makes the perfect day. wonderful glass thinking of clown, good music shops, amazing guitar stores, willys vintage guitars, good music, the cabooze. a sweet campus and a sweet grass chillen area called the mall area. amazing times spent there, skating sitting on my tapestry with friends, getting on the comp while outdoors, checking out beautiful minnesota girls, korea there so pretty tho. I sat at this bar tonight, and was like that girls gorgeous, that girls beautiful, but thats all nothing more to that. anyways I tried getting some meaning out of speech and it was a mash of to many words explaining dumb and useless things. whatever I guess that shit happens. I'd rather keep to myself at those points, which I sort of did. plus I might have been trying to put up the quiet you don't know me image. whatever I hoped to give a good charisma, at least smile and laugh as much as I could. the music is pretty much all that kept me going, they played a lot of club music, some biggie as I left and some stair way to heaven which is AMAZING. and now im super burnt out wishing for something that I'm not even sure about myself. anyways we caught 11:11 and I love that. so much I almost got depressed on ppr day cause I missed 11:11 haha. I usually make the same wish, so its a good hope when i get that time. well anyways I hope I don't die before i'm thirty. live well people.

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