Monday, January 31, 2011

http://gopro.com/cameras/hd-hero-naked-camera

I want this little bugger.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I was mad a little bit ago. I hit the floor, hit my desk, and went outside for a walk.

I'm not sure where it came from, frustrated, feeling a bit judged, feeling like I failed myself and weirdly to say my dog. It is sad.

I calmed down on my walk, I knew I couldn't continue to abuse myself on the rare occasion I do feel angry, where did that come from and how will I react? I don't want to be a ticking time bomb waiting for my next explosion, not that I think I am, but its just a thought.

Friday, January 21, 2011

I had the best afternoon the other day. The worst to best I mean.

I got super restless while having lunch with a couple of friends. They thought they have peeved me in some way, maybe, but I just had to get outside after sitting in a cafe all morning.

I grabbed my board, leashed my dog and then made my way through streets, crooks and crannies, cobblestone pathways and found myself at a half frozen river. The sun was low as I followed the different walking paths towards the sky park. 하늘공원. I remember I had seen a skatepark while I was chilling up there so I journeyed in search of it. On the way i'd been praying and searching for some manual pads, and voila, the most amazing set of wide stairs and concrete benches appeared at the edges of the river. It makes a beautiful shot but I just might be fishing skateboards in the spring. I ollied up and down and weaved my path through ice and snow to proceed on my journey. The sky was turning pink and dark blue, I kept thinking to myself, I wish I had a girl here, but that'd make it that much worse, its a moment that couldn't be shared. The park was ridiculous, so cool, yet made me think, hmm a real skateboarder must have no designed this. It was all banks and pyramids, with super steep ledges and rails, it'll be fun when I shovel some paths clean. It had these super long ledges that have c bends in them, but the coping was rusting so I'll have to bring a decent amount of wax. I goofed off on the half pipe a bit then when to go look for my dog who has been running wild and free as I have been skating. Its the best when I whistle and I see her head jerk a little bit, usually she doesn't come right away, but when she starts bolting towards me, its a beautiful sight. I continued skating around and you wouldn't probably know but when your kick flip goes 3/4s and you land primo, that really sucks. as I lay, tail bone aching, facing the sky, it reminds me of all the other times i've been in this position, a little to tired to move, but enjoying life. That was the best.

So privileged.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

its like a symphony of beautiful things mixing together for some weird and unseen reason.

the wine glass are chiming against one another, i feel like tearing up cuz i've lived a beautiful life and I still have so much more passion to grow in. I know there is more than this. I'm happy of my past, of where i've been and where i'm going.

i used to be called a skater in high school, walking around with torn up shoes. I remember johanna saying "i'm hanging out with the skaters right now" now I dont want to skate my new sneakers, I've swayed to far haha.

anyways listen to lykke Li-tonight. I get some of my best music from old skate videos. thank you andy for being a skater to heart.

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Saturday, January 1, 2011

what a start to a new year. its been a good strong finish and a wonderfully fruitful beginning. Praise God who is much closer than you'd ever imagine.

yesterday we went into the studio. began by leaving the suitcase in the cab "peter run after that!" I returned to allen just smiling. We shot for 3 hours. dressing and rotating models, creating outfits, making sure the girls didn't stare to much when the guys were changing shirts.

went to dinner in itaewon afterwards, got pizzas and pastas at my chelsea and I threw my portion of the days work fare into picking up the check, thanks for dinner allen. They started playing daft punk and some other dancy music so I had to stand up and act a fool. we are something cool.

came home and chilled, took my classmate who modeled for us to the bus and just got to know her more out of school context. it was really good and I think she had a blessed time with my friends and I. Then I headed to coffee centre where I proceeded to mix white russians and gin and juices. I think I had the fair share of those but people were having a great time. A super chill duo played some folky pretty sounding music (the bell and the hammer) One minute to new years I busted out the champagne and got everybody a class just in times to cheers and bless the new year. Tons of blessing of everything, kinda like brick loving everything he saw.

today woke up late, made greasy american breakfast to best I could, cleaned a bit and then headed for an engagement shoot. what a lovely and blessed couple. Shot them for a couple hours with some epic lit palace shots. something fresh and special thats for sure. We finished the session by being prayed for, he nailed our requests without even asking and I was incredibly blessed, and I think allen was too. This is going to be big.

I went to kyobo, returned some books, looked at some magazines and then headed to the jerusalem ministries prayer meeting. it was great and I was ever so sweetly touched with joy. Even closer than I'd ever know haha. I hope you all would experience the sweetness of God one day.

tomorrow jon is bringing eugene's 85 les paul custom (black, white and with gold fixings) with a factory whammy bar from cananda. i just might get to play it at service. sick.

this is the first day of the new year. wow.

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