i can't do this now. but its amazing and I'm supper happy. i've written in my journal twice, and both times said, write more later. hmm it was like i can't express this in words...but this is my best way to express so i'll write till I express. i have a buzz thats wearing down along with a rising headache. chained luckies again. but i've been really good about cigarettes, other than that last fact. the simple things I love, like I told andrew, when people go above and beyond for me its on my mind and I'm super super thankful. intrigued, leave it for later peace