I'm tired of not knowing where to click because everything is written in Korean. I'm tired of being misinformed and being yelled at for not being available. I'm mad because they accept international students without any available international programs. I regret not following through on KNUA. I don't like that I walk through campus alone. I don't like people imitating my accent. I don't like that I cant make the simplest decisions right now because my head hurts, and because all the stupid little things that really don't matter, matter. I don't like that my desk is a mess. I wish somebody would tell me what to do, and that what is spoken would be the right thing to do. To do or not to do, i'm in between.

and in all things, I know this is for my good. What a weird life we live.